wow.
i haven't been on DA in soooooo long. i'm sorry everyone that doesn't read my journals :[

i don't know why i bother writing journals and stuff. its not like anyone cares or reads them or anything. no one cares about me :[ i bet if i died no one would notice. that's a good idea. maybe i'll go run away and live in a cave and rot away into dust. then maybe people will care about me. i try to be nice and make friends and be open but i cant trust anyone anymore. i have trust issues, friends issues, boy issues. the biggest concern is my friend issues :

ever since i became friends with kerri and jackie and that group of friends, i drifted away from my friends that i have had for a while. especially al-chan and winry. guys, if you are reading this, i am really sorry for kind of ditching you for kerri. i really love you guys and i dont want to lose you. you guys are amazing friends and i havent been a very good friend lately. please take me back? i love you guys.



life kind of sucks. how can i fix it?